Goldeneye X And Brutal Doom v19

the brutal doom mod looks fun
http://www.moddb.com/mods/brutal-doom

Hotline Miami And Retro City Rampage

Back to the 8bit days but with more buttons

 pure fun, try both, http://www.gog.com

Oh yea Tekken Tag 2 has updated with 2 new players, Dr Boskonovitch and Violet if you guys are intrested... add kasper500 maybe we can play sometime

Some Cool Vinyls

Look at these cool vinyls, something to put on my bday and xmas list

Things I Look Forward to Trying

Halo 4
Far Cry 3
Black Ops 2
Hitman: Absoultion
Wii: U
PS Vita: Handheld And Assassins Creed: Liberation
Assassins Creed 3

Wii Adventure Gaming

Check this collection of Wii Games I have, I love adventure games, so I got all the telltale games released, plus thiers broken sword...

Poetry of the Moment

I wrestle with demons, domination is a element I created, so stop the line between me and them, slippin through I front, stunt out low, death social i know, anger all I do is grow, flows like flippin pizza dough, when I get older I wanna grow old, smolder the dust, I cuss red rush of blood n stuff, newbie nade, Parana  pariah, style of my genre. Killer of men, and pills I pop, alot of nothing, I come into age, rage built out a cage, I am the mage, with ingredients such as sage, gotten out off my cook book page...

Counter-Strike Xtreme MapPack

Heres A Counter-Strike Xtreme Mappack, http://thepiratebay.se/torrent/7457539/Counter-Strike_Source_Extreme_MapPack

Half-Life Black Mesa

Back to its roots, Black Mesa for Half-Life 2 is out, I totally hope this is worth Downloading

this mod is a remake of Half-Life.
Part One

Part Two

Black Mesa Mod Addon (legal)
http://thepiratebay.se/torrent/7635889/Black_Mesa

Black Mesa Standalone
http://thepiratebay.se/torrent/7639099/Black_Mesa_Standalone

pig-gens

music is my religion
flap my wings and im away like a pig-gen
gettin my bread jus like church
sittin with my body perched
shittin on everything when i leave
and go on day by day doin it again and again

WolfRam, Wolfenstein Remake

Yes My Frieands, Wolfenstein is remade again

now its on a new engine, I Really like it but it is pretty tough, since you can look down the

gun much like call of duty and aim at the people. why do I say it is hard, it just is, plus the game doesnt half Multiplayer, it does have a mod selector in case you have any mods. Also The Game Has Achivements.

I Only Played it On medium and I still Couldnt Get passed the first level.

I am not really to fond of the game.

Somewhere In the Sands Of Time

Besides beating off all day, I find myself bothered by people who I dont know in my schizo affective disorder, lucifer (bezellbub) as you may know from excorcist, which took over the girl.
I find life hard, and day by day feeling sucidal because of my meds. confused with alot of things, I dont even know why I read the bible, maybe because of febble, alot of my dreams are just tricks being played on me.
jesus really isnt that nice, personally he likes Rob better.
I wish I could discuss this but I've talked to other schizophrenics, and they seem to act like they hear the same voices as me. I swear if lucifer and jesus tried to take me outta my position I would fight back
past few days back Ive been lifting weights. also I have found manipulating my voices easily. its hard
but as it maybe the days go on and on...

this is my favorite peices of art I've picked up

 

I've also been playing Max Payne 3, Very Fun Game, but I Really played it for the first 2 or 3 days. I am not to good at the single player, since I am playing it on hard. I am currently playing it on my playstation 3, I need a new one it seems. the hard drive is pretty full. besides that... Ive been sleeping alot

having some weird dreams. I swear I hope I live forever, I dont look forwards to heaven or hell.

3/20/12

Not much going on, been playing Alan Wake, Real good game... Not finished Chapter Five

Hoping Max Payne 3 turns out good.

My Gaming Clan is Killscape.Ning.com

Right now I am downloading Some Silent Hill Games for PC.
I Beat Alan Wake So those are my type of games.

A Poem

 A Poem

high as fuck forever with nothing but luck, passive agressive with weapons to make purge from the grave just for revenge, binge drink so much pop, hip hop, take up all the slots in a online game, last one to dawn increase stealth, help with a massarce, scaryin than gary vs detroit rock city, murder capitals of the world african plague wonderin around these blocks, inferior total kombat, stats that no one who could trust, blush red rush, go ahead take the kush, eat the bush dirty on fire, sire who you going follow the true king of knights, bi ligual when god enters me, starve survial seriousness

Upcoming Games I am Looking Fowards to

 

I am waiting for these games, they are looking pretty fun, skyrim and saints row look good and tekken hybrid does too. I didnt put a pic of uncharted 3 but it looks good too. something ill have to save money for....

Dead Island Review

Dead Island is a game based on whatever character of the 4 you choose, stuck on a island you have survive online or alone maybe, I have played it and I am not sure if its alone, but it does have online mode. the gore on the game is alot, I also love the Pools in the game graphics are awesome. I rate a 8.5.

Left Doubt

Forgot what was right, Now confound

excruciating Love

hatered Towards it

Approaching like death

issolated my pain

fate raked naked dominated by leftovers of pain and confusing

Halo

Ive been playing Halo lately, right now I am on Halo Reach, I am having fun, but I only play whenever I am not sleeping, because of depression. whenever I am Not in that downward spiral, I find time to do things.

Halo's Master Chief

I also have all of the other Halo's except Halo Wars.

Poetry May 19th 2011

look at myself
my health
pills that ive taken
im aiken like clay
or thrown away like troy aikenman today
today i was so drowsy i needed pills for my pain
stereos sound the same
am i really sane
is insanity really a credit to my demise
my lives
my knives
akimbos joust like to fairys on a moutain top dancing
twisting and turning, burning and yearning
learning about her but not earning
earth angel
earth angel
livecast blunt retorted
am i retarded
or is the world crumbling beneath me

Pawn Job

look at me
hope treats me hopefully
3rd person to outros in indigos flows
back when it reeally flew off the handle board
what handle board what the fuck is a handle board
i only knew you for 6 hours of my life
and you blame your life on my life for livin here
is thier a cure no thier isnt not enough pot or black magic could help stab it
havoc loselly looking at pornography always having every sought behind me
sew the stiches shut, could I at least give a fuck
stuck in in a rut
nothing but a butt fuck
ass fucking my mind and i dont even know if its true
is it you, or does this sound like a gay rap
wrap it all undone
dont even know
closed all acounts
make a mess on the bedsheets
ive always loved her
and even if i was a arabic
uncrontrolling the world even when i see kids head blown off
death beyond death
thats the only death wish thats blisss and its
ignorence
take a stab at insecurity
pavements blastin off
and all i dream of is virtual reality

Half-Life Cinematic Mod

The Half-Life Cinematic mod is worth a give it a go, big file, the mod makes the scenery more detailed prolly sound better, I dont know yet since im downloading it

Half-Life 2 Cinematic Mod

Comment Me Please

i wish i was rich
but every person at the counter is robin hood
taking change while the goverment talks about givin to poor
but i dont know if thats true
must be the politics
bkacks and whites
painting that dont mesh
black dotted ol pics
dont what color to start with

some more poems

im a fag your a fag

im so proud im world renoun

your so dumb

id rather pour myself some pepsi and run

imdope i dont ned a bluetooth to dongle this rope of lies

communications through proclumation

whys he always masturbating

signals preaching about war and hatred

transscripes from the waking night i arose from gruesome dread

led by led, red by red

nothingnesss left unsaid

so you check me i check you

checkmate fool

you in a drowning pool

Minds Drenched

wake up stuff my mouth full of food, cause i know it taste good, walk through the hood, but i aint so fluid with the complextion, everbody is intimating, cost of a fame, or the game, movie acting death wish wishin it came first the devil and god shaking hands agreeing i should be the one that should burn, fake profhetic pathetic prophecies can with dreams including pheces, always rappin bout this shit, steady sittin on the porch playing with cats, but thats the past. road road for ps3 or ps4 would be good, all the way to undertake, great lake shallow maybe  al lil more to anticipate.

poetry for now

death wish mist touchin a kiss of miserys bliss
throughout overdoses and slit wrist
ganjis the only ammo that gets the metphoric hits
sinch yes it is, skinny ass lil lying bitch
brought with the idea of sucking on a mothers tit
could of been god or the aliens creepin in hell
juice is pepsi, saratonin beens unregulated and ive just started to kickstart a serman
of masturbation, supreme overload on your computer motherboard
sword of the supreme
black as a darkseed
but as white as star wars lightspeed
seein stars from the  miles away
but whats the point
no friends and loneliest unseen ghost etirely made up of marshmellows
and cottton swade pillows,
thier may not be such a thing
but im tired of the good and a bad and what its supposed to bring
so go ahead and sing your honky tonk blues

Distracted??????????

is someone distracted where is distraction ive been waiting for about year and a half now

Look at this 3d studio mark image of solid snake, I thought it was pretty Awsome.

Medal Gear Solid

Figure Me Out

 

This is my Playstation home.

doubt id ever preach to teach an animal to sufficate its instints and take drinks from fishtanks, made to me ignored self-fished and scorged gutted and black mailed by chain mail, seriouly
it seem every day I have to get a peice of the cherry pie when its only apple and no crisps cause thats what I like best,
meat with zest, pest with incriminated raid repeliant, replacant of a whole factory a clones and morphed body parts and limbs tooken off burnin my renitals to where I cant see. so come with me......

maniac mansion 3d

 

this is maniac mansion 3d, also known a meteorite mess, remake of the game i played when i was wee lad

Action Games And Kung Fu Films and Anything Else That Kicks Ass

Recently I've Been Looking For A Action Half-Life Mod For Half-Life One I Have Half-Life 2's version But I wanna Go Online And Find A Server to Play with Ive been playing bots on the specialists and it gets boring, I wanna work on a Opera Revival project

I just got to figure out how to work on video games, I Didnt get my math correct on my ged. so I dont know If I am stuck. I reacently saw "Meltdown" with jet li, right now I Am Downloading "Who Am I" by Jackie Chan I Also Unlocked A Home Shirt For @Home on PS3, Tekken 6 Is A fun Game. I dont know if you love zombies but I think dead rising 2 is easier than one but its still hard to beat, I keep getting killed By the Tiger.

Act As If

I like Act As If - Old Souls, It really comforts the soul, I just got it off fuse.tv

the begginning is a lil weird and the end but once the song starts its great.

I found Image Picture and I am Going to usse it as a Icon And I Used the freeware to make this icon of maniac mansion

 

What Have I Been Up Too

 

this is one of my all time favorite games, you should try it sometime

Whatsup With Vegas?

Thiers many games that take place in a las vegas type setting, the ones I am talking about are fallout: new vegas and dead rising 2, I am really looking forward to both. so I am going to write some video poetry.

dead rising, how im despising you trying to every away, but the dead keep rising, demising an enterprizing of zombex, not passed around with sex, its about chompping on bodys nevertheless, test cinimatic ill beat em with my chainsaw broom cut em in halves, take a rootlette table and fable fatality to these zombies.

Dead Rising 2 By Capcom

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Noooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!

About My Poetry

Whether you are a scatterbrain, or dont know who you are, and what your looking for, or god turned his back on you and you dont like satan, screaiming fuck the bible, thiers nothin new course, of my actions, I tell a story of stupidity but who would wanna follow, be a leader not a opreacher,or teacher of the ill, instead spending time looking for god or some satanic rhythmatic music, or some brotherhood, and a gay rapper on a panic streak, hurtin himself because some stupid shit, the voices arent made for opitimal performance, they are made to be your backstabbers, 'cause no-one knows, maybe you should be better at finding yourself, instead tranmobilizing and condemning everyone sleepin in your bed, that whatspills are made for, not to be drowsy or thirsty, to have a right mind frame and not be one of them fags that are crooked, the worlds a shithole, and we are all in it, blame yourselves, but lake of fire isnt lake on fire, just wait till the earth cracks and all the oil spills, maybe its cause some grasping on it to hard, slurrs arent me so be aware.

This Is Maniac-Mansion-Mania It Has More To It Than Just MM, Its Like A Seaqul

Virtual Boy, And Virtual Things

this is the emotiv epoc i think but its called epoc it wors with emotions of the brain, i see a few of these on ebay but i dont know if thier good

this is the novint falcon, you can use it to feel shots and aim a gun at the screen also never tried it

xio was shown at the e3 2010 but it isnt releasing till 2011, hopefully its fun and helps build up arm strength

these two are from gogamer and you can biy them from there they i tried something similar its alright but these I dont know for sure

I Own this one for PC, But my screen is to smal I hope To get a new lcd tv but im not sure if its better.

me and my dad at the park

Pics of Me And Drawing

westville with dad and dog

this is my dog and we were in westville park today