Monday, May 21, 2012

May 21st 2012

Heres a peak at my half-life folder, its gotten bigger
Alien Swarm Mod

Hypovolemia

I am going to download Alien Swarm for Steam. It has a mod that sorta counterstrikish, looks like fun download it here 

Hypovolemia 0.1 Alpha

 

 

Somewhere In the Sands Of Time


Besides beating off all day, I find myself bothered by people who I dont know in my schizo affective disorder, lucifer (bezellbub) as you may know from excorcist, which took over the girl.
I find life hard, and day by day feeling sucidal because of my meds. confused with alot of things, I dont even know why I read the bible, maybe because of febble, alot of my dreams are just tricks being played on me.
jesus really isnt that nice, personally he likes Rob better.
I wish I could discuss this but I've talked to other schizophrenics, and they seem to act like they hear the same voices as me. I swear if lucifer and jesus tried to take me outta my position I would fight back
past few days back Ive been lifting weights. also I have found manipulating my voices easily. its hard
but as it maybe the days go on and on...

this is my favorite peices of art I've picked up



I've also been playing Max Payne 3, Very Fun Game, but I Really played it for the first 2 or 3 days. I am not to good at the single player, since I am playing it on hard. I am currently playing it on my playstation 3, I need a new one it seems. the hard drive is pretty full. besides that... Ive been sleeping alot
having some weird dreams. I swear I hope I live forever, I dont look forwards to heaven or hell.