my thoughts as of recently

im fed up with schizofrinia, even though that is my best attempt of schziofrinia, im bored shitless, tired of not playing games because my head is bothering me, jesus always bothering me and satan too, I just wanna be a normal person, trying to say im going to burn, its driving me bonkers, all I do is wanna spend time to myself. but thats whats screwed up